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Know how Dante’s doing like Ik or whatever. 🙄 but yeah then I thought about what it was gonna be like GOING back to school and such. Half of it I’m excited for, friends everyday day yay! But most of it nah, I’m not really that excited for.
Sorry my’for this being so long, it doesn’t feel as long when you’re thinking out loud. It’s probably gonna take forever to read.
Hope you are doing awesome!! And how’s your summer so far?
Rn my parents are stressing me about my Sweet sixteen that isn’t
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1 year agoUntil September. Idk if I will have a party but I should and I want to but idk. I should have a party because 1. It would be my first teen b-day party 2. I haven’t had a b-day party since I was 12 and 3. It would be my first party with all my friends from school. But…. I haven’t gone to a birthday in forever cause I’ve been to busy. I also have never had a birthday in high school and most of my parties have been at the roller skating rank so I don’t really plan to much. However, I want to
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1 year agoDo something different. What that is?? Idk but something different. Or…. I just won’t have a party, simple plan.
Okay now I’m done talking for reals now. I need to know when to stop😩🤣 @Eager2Color
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1 year ago@💞🤪K˟˚E˟˚N˟˚D˟˚A˟˚L˟˚L˟˚🤪💞 Oh wow! Airplanes/airports are terrible and oh so stressful, but overall, once I get over the initial fear of flying, I enjoy them quite a bit! I’m glad you and your family landed safely! ✈️
Ooh! That sounds like such a blast, I love seeing “Out Of Town” family members. And I agree with you, two reunions are odd, but that’s actually kind of brilliant, having an adult one and a child one. 🧠
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1 year ago@💞🤪K˟˚E˟˚N˟˚D˟˚A˟˚L˟˚L˟˚🤪💞 WOW! That’s so lucky! I just looked up pictures, and Cedar Point looks AWESOME! I get what you mean about the word “Ex”, though. It just leaves a bad taste in my mouth, only certain people deserve that title. But I’m so happy you got to go, sounds amazing! 😂😍
Gosh dang, I get what you mean, though. I’m a pretty social person, I just dislike having people over. I, also, don’t invite anyone over really, it’s just not my thing. I’ll gladly go to other peoples…
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1 year ago@💞🤪K˟˚E˟˚N˟˚D˟˚A˟˚L˟˚L˟˚🤪💞 …events and parties, but I don’t like hosting and coordinating them. It’s just weird how it works, lol. Sometimes I just wish our parents just stopped pressuring us to socialize, cus…we socialize and get around a lot more than they actually know. 😭😂
Oooh, new boys are great…especially vacation crushes. 😉
Oh wow, I’m so sorry. Sometimes it’s hard to be happy, and I understand that. Certain days I’ll be positive and bright, other days I’m out of motivation and…
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1 year ago@💞🤪K˟˚E˟˚N˟˚D˟˚A˟˚L˟˚L˟˚🤪💞 …don’t want to put in the energy to be happy. I hope that happiness returns to you soon, I don’t think it ever really left, maybe just took a nap. I hope everything works out in that department, you deserve to be happy! 🥰
I’m also so excited…but soooo nervous to go back to school. High school is nerve wracking. 😂
Don’t apologize, I love these talks. I feel like I can open up to you, unlike with some people! ❤️
Hmm, I think you should have a party! Sixteen…
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1 year ago@💞🤪K˟˚E˟˚N˟˚D˟˚A˟˚L˟˚L˟˚🤪💞 …is a BIG number, and you should be celebrated. Doesn’t mean it has to be a huge party, but maybe you can have a small get to gather with a few friends. Let me know what you decide, I wanna hear all the details of this party if you do end up having one! 😍
Sooo, I think you’re pretty updated on my life, but something new with a guy happened so I’ll fill you in on that real quick. 😂
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1 year ago@💞🤪K˟˚E˟˚N˟˚D˟˚A˟˚L˟˚L˟˚🤪💞 Ok so me and the guy I was talking to previously drifted, and hardly even snap or text anymore. We both post about moving on and finding other people, so I know for a fact he’s no longer interested in me, but it still hurts being so close with someone then having all of your memories go down the drain. 🥲
This new guy is one who is a grade below me, but is somehow still older than me. He asked for my snap from a friend a while back, but I didn’t have it at the time…
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1 year ago@💞🤪K˟˚E˟˚N˟˚D˟˚A˟˚L˟˚L˟˚🤪💞 …and was kind of in a relationship. I added him a couple of weeks ago, and we grew close really really quickly. He opened up to me about some personal and mental issues, and I was able to comfort and be there for him. He claims that I, “Saved him.” He means the world to me, but I’m not ready to date anyone yet. We both say some important words with each other, and he’s constantly calling me “Gorgeous”, “Beautiful”, “Perfect”, and etc. We are planning on hanging…
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1 year ago@💞🤪K˟˚E˟˚N˟˚D˟˚A˟˚L˟˚L˟˚🤪💞 …out at football games in the future, and he’s already told me he plans to…💋💋💋…me right off the bat. Anyways, my love life is great at the moment, how’s yours? Thanks for confiding in me, and listening to me. This was fun, like usual! 💕
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1 year ago@Eager2Color Sorry this is pretty late. I saw it a long time ago. I started to write then started to write on and off then idk what happend ig I started to procrastinated… as always🙄 Sorry. I LOVE the sound of the airplane being in the airplane. It sounds like a nice, calming sound machine😌
YES Cedar Point was definitely AWESOME!! I wanna go again sooo bad
RIGHT‼️ I wish my mom would understand that sometimes. I met and talked too like 1…2….3…4…5, FIVE NEW PEOPLE THIS SUMMER which is pretty nice
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1 year ago@Eager2Color I told myself before the end of the school year was I can’t date, I date date no one. I don’t wanna be dating in the summer especially when it’s something new.
The thing about summer crushes is…. It ain’t forever, it’s only for a month basically. But ig nothing is forever. I knew what I was getting myself into when we started to hangout. Ngl it was fun talking to someone new and I don’t regret nothing sooo
Literally this morning someone in one of my gc was like who’s ready for
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1 year ago@Eager2Color ...The 8th!! And we were like what??? Doesn't school start on the 10th?? Also why would we be excited when we literally just talked about how we rather be home than deal with people and their ****. High school is 💯 nerve wracking.
He was excited for open house which is a couple days before school. CRAZY schools about to start🫣
Sooo about my birthday😏
I'm not gonna have a party but... I'm probably gonna do something fun with som friends like roller skating or something.
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1 year ago@Eager2Color Memories going down the drain SUCKS!! I just try not think about it, it’s kinda hard🥲
I already like this guy I sounds so sweet
OMGGG if someone said they would...💋💋💋... I. WOULD. FREAK!! OMG I literally quietly SCREAMED like a freaking girl when i saw this a couple weeks ago. And maybe a little again. I’ve never had a guy say he’d wanna kiss me. I mean I have kissed a guy but most of those were for dares and the other was like a one time thing we don’t talk about cause he was….
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1 year ago@Eager2Color high af. There was also another guy who I use to walk the long way (for me) home with cause I was tired of being home by myself for like 2 hours on Monday’s so I’d walk with him. Then it started being an everyday thing. One day he jokingly said he’d...💋💋💋... me but that’s cause he was but I looked down acting like I totally was clueless then the next day he did🫢🫣
He actually moved to Ohio idk whyyy all the boys (and girl) I meet are from or moving to Ohio. I’ve known him since
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1 year ago@Eager2Color… elementary school. I said goodbye to him on the 4th of July.🥲 I invited him to Sean’s (my next door neighbors) So called “party” with some people in the neighborhood.
But anyways… how’s it going with the new guy?😏
I hope everything is going great! Also how was your vacation?
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1 year ago@💞🤪K˟˚E˟˚N˟˚D˟˚A˟˚L˟˚L˟˚🤪💞 Ahaha, don’t apologize, these messages are kinda a handful to respond to lol! 🤣
Meeting new people is the absolute best, I’m so happy for you! 😁
And yes, unfortunately, summer crushes are only temporary…and I’ve come to learn that. I’ll be going into school single this year, due to a recent turn of events. 🥲
I’m indecisive on whether I wish school to start or not. I can’t wait, but I’m also terrified and don’t know if I’m emotionally capable of dealing with…
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1 year ago@💞🤪K˟˚E˟˚N˟˚D˟˚A˟˚L˟˚L˟˚🤪💞 …anymore stress right now. I definitely want to get back and see everyone, but I’ve also got first day jitters all over again. 😭💀
Ooh! I’m sure you’re birthday will be a blast! If you’re happy, I’m happy! 💕
Yes, I quite literally did freak. As I mentioned previously, though, me and him are no longer together. He needed a lot of emotional support and required a lot of things from me, which he would not reciprocate. I was loyal, and I doubt he was.
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1 year ago@💞🤪K˟˚E˟˚N˟˚D˟˚A˟˚L˟˚L˟˚🤪💞 I realized I no longer wanted to be in a relationship, for I haven’t been single for three months now. It wouldn’t be an issue if I was actually dating someone, but I was sick and tired of being in the “talking phase”. Anyways, instead of telling him how I felt, I figured rather than hurting both of us and dumping him, I would try and drift apart. It did not work out, and ended up doing more harm than good. He messaged me a day or two after I began to become…
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