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Recolorist

2 years ago

Repost bc yeah. Also, i feel like most of you have felt left out of your friend group before, but my three friends are all dating each other (polyamoraus, also i didnt spell it right ik) and have a groupchat w out me bc their dating but yeah 🥲

Recolorist

2 years ago

🥲I hate when stuff like that happens..because it’s like “oh don’t worry nothings gonna change” *everything changes* and you can’t really do anything cause you’re happy for them but really you’re slowly growing an emptiness inside you…or is that just how I feel?

Recolorist

2 years ago

@✨💙🤍Shar~Mari~Reign~Jun🤍💙✨ no, its the same for me. And it makes me anxious a whole bunch cause im always like “what if their talking abt how much they hate me their. Maybe their their gonna unfriend me.” Etc, and yeah 🥲

Recolorist

2 years ago

🥲 yep…same…just spending all the time when they’re off doing stuff without coming up with scenarios that get repeatedly worse and making yourself more stressed out instead of just saying something

Recolorist

2 years ago

@✨💙🤍Shar~Mari~Reign~Jun🤍💙✨ yeah 🥲 and also in the groupchat with all of us, they have these inside jokes and stuff and being all lovey and yeah

Recolorist

2 years ago

🥲we love relationships…and inside jokes..and etc

Recolorist

2 years ago

@✨💙🤍Shar~Mari~Reign~Jun🤍💙✨ yep totally 🥲 just love.. feeling left out with the people who are supposed to make you feel like you belong 🥲

Recolorist

2 years ago

🥲 mhm…best feeling ever…I’m totally not laughing so can pass the tears off as “oh I’ve been laughing too hard” nope…why would anyone ever do that…

Recolorist

2 years ago

@✨💙🤍Shar~Mari~Reign~Jun🤍💙✨ 🥲yep… totally… hah at least someone gets it

Recolorist

2 years ago

True…somehow it does help a little to know that..

Recolorist

2 years ago

@✨💙🤍Shar~Mari~Reign~Jun🤍💙✨ yeah kinda… i mean it deos feel better to vent to someone who actually understands

Recolorist

2 years ago

Yeah, I never get to vent about anything to my friends because since I’m always their “therapist” they just assume I’m ok and don’t even ask…So I just sit there like “yep…I am totally ok with this 🥲”

Recolorist

2 years ago

@✨💙🤍Shar~Mari~Reign~Jun🤍💙✨ yeah same…. My friends are always like “omg i hate my mom (or smth like that) can i vent to you?” And im like “yeah.. sure,” and they never notice when i am not okay

Recolorist

2 years ago

Yeah I swear my friends suck at being friends but I hate being alone if it’s not by choice so even when I say I’m not gonna answer them, as soon as they text me I respond cause I’m like…well what if they need help?

Recolorist

2 years ago

I’m pretty sure I should start talking to a therapist again but all the ones I’ve had are superrrrr bad at their job

Recolorist

2 years ago

@✨💙🤍Shar~Mari~Reign~Jun🤍💙✨ yeah mine to.. and the funniest thing is when i text the gc they leave me on read but when one of them deos they have a whole conversation.. yeah maybe, and i bet not all of them do

Recolorist

2 years ago

Ew- I hate when people do that, I mean what’s worse for me is when it stays on delivered because then I’m like “dam…not even worth three seconds for you to read five words”

Recolorist

2 years ago

@✨💙🤍Shar~Mari~Reign~Jun🤍💙✨ yeah.. half the time when im left on deliverd i just try to convince myself their busy

Recolorist

2 years ago

@✨💙🤍Shar~Mari~Reign~Jun🤍💙✨ omg they fr just did it again

Recolorist

2 years ago

Wow, that’s rude asf- it’s ok…at least we can bother each other-?