In short, I'm leaving recolour. If you want to hate on me for ranting here then just leave. No one is forcing you to stay and read all this. But yeah this is my last post on recolour. Things have been very ****** lately and my life is being controlled in a way I don't know how to react. Like I'm not allowed to listen to English songs because of "explicit content" and when I listen to kpop my parents just gets annoyed because its in a language that I don't understand. So I'm not allowed to listen to music in my native language or any other language. Now that I stopped listening to music, I don't know what songs are being released and stuff and when I am unable to talk about that stuff I get scolded for not knowing anything about it. Like first you stop me from doing something and then you expect me to know everything about it . Please explain how that works. That's not it. I'm an introvert. Just because everyone in my family is an extrovert doesn't mean that I am automatically great at being social. And then there are family expectation and academic pressure. I know I sound super immature saying all this here but I don't care at this point. I could spend all day ranting here but no one cares. I didn't tell this to anyone cause I didn't want to bother others but this is getting too much now. So I'll stop bothering if you are still reading this now. Go on with your day and just pretend this never happened. Just forget me - I'm not worth remembering anyways. Goodbye.

Kira you do matter to us. I understand life can be really hard sometimes and your parents can be pretty harsh. In a way they are trying to protect you (even I don’t like the English songs these days that much) but if they are annoyed with you listening to kpop but don’t say anything about it you shouldn’t feel bothered. In the end it’s your life and you should make your own choices :)

We are here for you. Many might be sleeping right now as it is pretty late at night but know that there are many people that really care about you! Stay safe ^^

Kira you matter and you can do amazing things because you’re talented and you have a meaning to this world if you ever need a free space to talk or anything at all I’ll be happy to share my pin with you and even catch you up on things if needed. Just know you are your own person you are not meant to do things that you don’t want to, you make your own decisions and at the end of the day nobody can stop you. I hope things get better for you and that you do the things you want

@‐ℒℴνℯ, 𝐾𝐼𝑅𝐴💖I'll miss you😭 Also, you matter to us and yes you are worth remembering because I know your a kind and Amazing person. You should listen to any music you want if they don't like it to bad for them, it's your life. I feel you about family expectations and academic pressure and your not inmature because your letting all your feeling out. Also, I hope everything gets better and remember people care :))like I care.

I care about you! and many other people do! and how could i JUST forget you? your an amazing person who is super nice! trust me I know about the academic pressure, but the music it's pretty stupid if you ask me. but you know how parents are, and YOU ARE NOT A BOTHER!! if you ever want to talk I'm here.. well you are leaving... maybe we could talk another way.. I hope things get better for you! 😊💕💕💕

We all care about you, mate. You mean a ton to us, I promise. No one would hate on you, you’re an incredible, kind, loving person, and we all look up to you. Of course you’re worth remembering— you’re worth a lot to all of us, okay? Believe in yourself just as much as we believe in you. Good luck with everything, mate- you can do amazing things, we all believe in you! As for everything going on, you can just be yourself! Parents will be parents. It just happens. Just keep your head held high :))

Emma, I really do care about you, and even so I respect your decision to leave because that’s your choice. I completely understand everything that you’re going through, and I just hope that you get through it :). If you want any help or need any advice you can message me on pin and I’ll respond ok? I’ll miss you on here and I hope that you do amazing things with your incredible artistic talent💕

ima miss you Emma. i know life can be unfair and it sucks. but it doesn't make you any less amazing. your art is amazing, your an amazing friend, you deserve to have feelings to and no one should stop you from feeling the things you feel. we all care about you and don't want you to leave, but we'll respect your opinion if thats what you feel is right for you and your mental health right now. but that doesn't mean you'll be forgotten. you're so amazing and unique. I know how it feels being an

outcast, so just remember your not alone. and your amazing ~ love, Alex

@‐ℒℴνℯ, 𝐾𝐼𝑅𝐴💖 Hey Kira u can't leave dear coz if u leave its really gonna hurt me coz u have my inspiration for doing detailed pics...pls don't leve dearie🥺🥺🥺

Kira you are incredible it amazes me how you could deal with this for so long without telling anyone. Your are so strong and you are just as important as anyone else no one deserves to be treated like this especially when you are so sweet your feelings are valid don’t ever feel like they are not. You’re not bothering people and if you are then they don’t deserve you. I know it might seem like there’s no point but you’re the point do it for yourself because I know you can you don’t need to change

I know you can get through this and it’s not fair that your life is like this and I wish I could take some of problems away but I can’t but I know it will get better because sometimes things have to get worse to get better I know it sucks but you will be happy and when that day comes maybe you’ll come back but it decision is yours I will not forget get you or your problems I’ll miss you and your beautiful artwork💖😢

oh no 😭😭 I’m so sorry for what’s going on at home. I have fairly strict parents but definitely not to this point.. I wish you the best, and we will always be here for you. I’m gonna miss you so much, and I loved getting to know you. I’ll miss your AMAZINGGG artwork. ily emma ❤️😭 p.s WE DO CARE ABOUT YOUU 🥺💞

OMG EMMAAA🥺😭 I’ll miss u so muchhhhhh!! Ofc we care about u!! Stay safe, and take care!!🧡💕🧡💕

Ah nooo :( I want to say something meaningful but there’s already so many comments here it would just be a copy of something somebody else said I know you’re going through a hard time rn but I hope you know that we’re all here for you and we will always do our best to help you if we can :,) I’m really gonna miss you

We all love u sm and care for you 🥺 you have always been so sweet and talented but I respect you need for a break and I hope everything gets better <3 I will miss and I wish you the best 💕

So beautiful 💟💖

EMMA DONT SAY THAT I LOVE YOU, YOU ARE PERFECT IN YOUR OWN WAY! Everyone is born differently nobody is a copy if everyone was “an A+ student angel role model perfect face and body” we’d be copies not people. Your worth so much your so talented and you work so hard and trust me Emma all that hard work will go into use, life is made of hills and valleys and currently your in a valley but I know your climbing out of that dark deep hole and believe me you’ll make it out.

Music if you can’t listen to music with words in them listen to the version of piano, guitar, violin there are so many other options, Emma your strong stay positive for me. I’ll be here if you need anything. Your loved I love you Emma please take care